my one and only panjang.

I’ve made a simple poem for my dear baby entitled ‘June’. She is Junaidah Muzamir, my everything. We shared a lot of things and we had no secrets. We’ve been together since  10^th June 2008. Yeah, we’ve been together for more than 3 freaking years and still many more years to come.  w

June,
The month that I love,
The month of everything,
The one that I love,
The one who is everything.

No July, August nor September,
Could ever replace you,
I will always remember,
The moments that we’ve shared.

June,
The month had past,
But you will always be in my heart,
You’ll be the first,
And the last,
Who had stole my heart.

The things that we’ve done,
The stuffs that we’ve shown,
The relation that we’ve grown,
You are my heart’s crown,
You’re not the slave nor the clown,
But you are what I own,
Keep your feet on the ground,
I’ll show you around,
And how I am proud,


To have someone like you,
To be kept within me.

I’ll tell you all my secrets,
I’ll give you the key to my heart,


Whenever you’re hurt,
Please tell me from the start,
I’ll break his neck,
I’ll kick his ass,
I’ll do anything to make you once again laugh.

p/s :


This poem is created by me, AidaZulaika       ,  no copyrights from others. It is specially for my one and only Si Panjang, Junaidah Muzamir . w

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DADDY!

Okay, the date 19th June 2011 is fathers's day. i usually make a simple cute card for my dad, or cook a roast chicken , then we enjoyed the delightful dinner. But this year's fathers day is slightly different from the previous ones. Yesterday, I went to Wangsa Walk with APPLE , WANA, EWAN, and EYAA after celebrating WAWA's birthday at her stupid school, Teknik ERT Setapak. There, i met my twin, NAZIAH. We looked so damn alike! HAHA! yeah. Freaking same! But we were rushing so we didn't actually hang together. sobss. Next time okay baby? Just before i met her, i went to popular book store and bought a simple card for my super dad. :) Then, i wrote inside it a poem thet i've been spending quite a time to prepare it. Here what it sounds like :



SEEING YOUR FACE,
MAKES ME WONDER,
ARE YOU PROUD OF ME?
ARE YOU HAPPY FOR ME?

HEARING YOUR VOICE,
MAKES ME PONDER,
WHETHER YOU ARE MAD AT ME,
BECAUSE YOU LOVED ME,

TOUCHING YOUR HANDS,
FEELING IT AROUND ME,
OH, ITS THE GREATEST EVER FEELING,
AND I WONT WANT TO CHANGE A THING,

THANK YOU, IS IT THE RIGHT WORD?
I NEED YOU, IS IT THE RIGHT PHRASE?
I LOVE YOU, IS IT THE RIGHT SENTENCE?
OR IS IT JUST A SIMPLE HI?

WHAT IS IT THAT YOU WANT?
MONEY? FAME? OR IS IT MY HEART?
MAYBE ITS MY LOVE AND CARE,
OR IS IT NOT?

SORRY FOR BEING SUCH A HORRID KID,
SORRY FOR BEING RUDE,
DID I RAISED MY VOICE?
DID I ROLLED OVER MY EYES?
OR DID I BEAT YOU BEFORE?

OH DEAR, I'M SORRY FOR ALL THAT,
AND THE THINGS THAT I'VE DONE,
WHETHER I'D REALIZED OR NOT,
I AM STILL SAYING SORRY.

GREAT, AMAZING, FUN,
OR IS IT CARING AND UNDERSTANDING, 
THAT IM SEARCHING FOR?
NON OF THESE WORDS SUITS YOU,
NON OF ANY OTHER WORDS SUITS YOU.

MY SOUL, IT'S FOR YOU,
MY HEART, I LOVE YOU,
NEEDING A DAD LIKE YOU,
IS A MUST FOR ME,


HAPPY DADDY'S DAY DAD. .

TO MY DAD, MOHD ISHAM HASSAN 


hehehe. I know its imperfect, well it should be, okay! Im not a super talented postie. Well, along with this card, ive made brownies with chocolate topping for him *eventhough i know he didnt eat cakes*
Well , because its me, who made it, he ate 2 slices! Good job dad! Freaking proud of you! <3


What i want to say to him :

• Thank you for everything.
• You are the best ever dad.
• You are the most amazing person i've ever known.
• I love you just the way you are.
• I want my future hubby to be like him.
• Everything that happens must be a reason, so just be as strong as you are now.
• I wont be mean to you again!
• i promise i'll be the greatest daughter *im the only daughter*
• I know i'll make you proud one day.
• You're my super dad.
• Sorry for being rude.
• You're perfect to me.
• Dad, you're hot. <3
• Tell me whoever breaks your heart and i'll break his neck!
• i need you always.
• you're my role model.
• So much memories of us that i wont regret.
• Please don't say 'Im dissapointed'
• No one can ever replace you.
• I LOVE YOU.
  
  
  

MUHAMMAD MIFZAL ISHAM a.k.a MIZIO

This is Muhammad Mifzal Bin Isham, my beloved, caring brother. He is currently 18. Yes, just graduated high school. We are super close because we have been spending each seconds of our life mostly together. Where you can find him, you'll find me. I can say that 24/7 we are together. Every night, he will play his guitar and i'll sing. Just to entertain ourselves, besides he is a super damn great guitarist. He plays basketball, Football and even sometimes golf together with my family. There is so much to say about him! This is just 1/10 things that ive written.

Okay, lets just straight to the point. This morning he received an offer letter from University of Technology Malaysia for the course Technology Management. Yes, I was so happy and excited for him. Not to mention how proud I am for him. :') I felt like i want to jump around and scream out loud like an eccentric girl. But still, i felt sad because he is going to stay there. Do you what this means? It means that i'll didnt get the chance to see him more often. If he's not here, then who is going to talk with me? Laugh with me? Cry with me? Im sad, yes. But this is for his future.

Whatever it is, I love him and I am going to miss him so much. He is my best friend, father, lover but the most important is he is my BROTHER. Im gonna miss you bro :'D


P/S : Dont you ever dare to mess up with my bro or i swear ill make your life miserable. :) Daa

Practice. :D

It has been a very freaking long time since ive last updated my blog. Even though its school holiday, i am as busy as a bee. =.=' With my cheerleading practices and keeping up with my families. Not to mention about taking care of my new babies. :) Just highliting the what happened on my holidays, :)



Cheerleading.
4th June 2011
Its cheer practice! We girls achieved so many new stunts and ALL of us were so damn happy! No tears, just sweat. :) Eventhough our dear Coach Chee Wei and Coach Alyna wasn't there with us, but we did it. I am so proud of them, and myself! But how I wish my coaches was there and seeing them smiling and said "Good job girls!" to us. But it was okay. Our dear Kin Aik posted on Zodiac All-Girls facebook saying how proud he was to be there with us.

6th June 2011
Okay, today we had our practice. Everything went well. As Stephanie, Ginia and Evonne was basing Zi yong, The were attempting something called Heel Stretch on liberty extension double twist. Our dear bases popped Zi Yong fly up in the air, Zi yong twisting down and then, BAAMM! The bases didn't catch Zi Yong and she hit the mat on her neck. =.= Yes, ouch. She was crying but luckily everything was okay! Not long after that, Evonne started to cry, and also scolding at us. *I didn't quite knew why she acted like that* All of us sat and discussed on whats happening and the main problem was. As all of us already settled down, we continued our practice. Then, we've achieved A LOT OF stunts. hehe. :) You go girls!


As you all see, we all need support from each of our teammates. It doesn't mean whether you are new, or old, We have to respect our teammates and support each other. Not only in cheerleading, in every sports that you've played, you must do so. As for me, i played volleyball and i am the captain. It was such a headache and tension, time of my life. Ive done everything for my temmates and at last, we've won. Proud, happy, and excited, all you could name it. ;) 




Thats all for it today, i'll update again, when i had some times. Ill try my best to do so. :) CHEERS. :) daa 

HUGE NO - NO.*dont be a fashion slave*

Hey guys! :) today's update i still want to talk about FASHION. :) yeah, FASHION. But now, i want to talk about the don'ts of fashion.

HUGE NO - NO FOR FASHIONISTAS OUT THERE!

• DO NOT EVER EVER EVER COPY OTHER'S

Okay, here's the deal. When you see many girls out there wore a cute dress, will you wear it? Maybe you will say yes, and the reason is because you said that that dress is trendy, and one of the latest fashion must haves. Then. you'll buy the EXACT dress. But girls, heres the fact. NOT ALL CLOTHES FITS you! Instead of being the slave of fashion, why dont you be the trend setter? How? Just by putting on what you most comfortable with, and the most important thing is, Just be confident *But not OVER confident, okay!?*.

 You are, what you think you are. If you're saying that 'Oh, i look horrid in this dress!' That means, you are probably right.Try to sit in front of the mirror and say to your self, looking into your eyes, and say 'I am beautiful, I am wonderful and nothings gonna stop me from being who i want to be. I want to be, ME' Being a CC*copycat* is a jerk's works, while being a plain jane is a boring kind of girl's works. You cant wear anything YOU! Thats the most terrifying part.

 Whenever you get lost in fashion, just call your hero to ask what suits you the most, and the most important part is, whats most you! But who is the hero? Yes, your MOST-BEST-EVER-FRIEND is! But you must remember, they can only give you the idea and the inspiration, and not the answer. The answer is, within you, yourself. Ask yourself whether it is a good one, an okay one, or the most horrible one. Take deep breath, relax, and you would probably gets the answer. :) 

I know i am not pretty, But i love the way i am now. You can say whatever you like, but i dont give a shit on it. Remember, trust yourself, and be who you are.

 :) daaaa

ME-LOVE-FASHION

Hey there! Its been quite a time since i wrote. :) Today, Im going to write about MY STYLE.


Some of my friends sometimes doesn't really get my style. Well, here, im writing so that you can understand. :)
I describe my style as ME. Chick, yet simple. Edgy, yet feminine. HAHA! Get it? I think after you read this you'll understand. :)


For me, the FASHION MUST HAVE  are :

• The perfect LBD.

One shoulder cocktail dress from ABS

           Yeah, i admit it. It is SUPER HARD to find the perfect LBD. But girls, that is not an excuse. With the perfect LBD, it can really enhance your TRIPLE B's. Beauty, Body, Boost up our confidence. LBD is a timeless dress. Everyone's perfect LBD are different, depending on their body type, *are they petite, curvy, tall, and etc* and their taste on fashion. Here are some of the tips from me, for you, on how to find the perfect LBD. First, think about on how are you going to wear it. Are you going to spice it up with killing red peep-toe heels, or just tone it up with some pearls, or to make it edgier, wear it with a jacket on top? It is totally up to you. Also, where are you going to wear it to and when is the event? Is it at night? Or in the evening? Next,  consider on the shapes , colors, designs, and sizes that flatter you the most. Imagine yourself wearing it , instead of the beautiful curvy models and actresses. Lastly, think about your overall look. When you are satisfied with it, That means you had found yourself your perfect LBD!

Peep-toe heels

Pair it with skinnies, dresses, or even shorts pants, great for day and night, and at almost all occasion, this dying-to-have heels is a MUST in every ladies closet. You can even wear it to the office and let people's eyes on you with their jealous faces saying how pretty you are. I really love it when the it is nude in color, and just keep all the accessories simple with a va-va-voom dress!

• The designer bag

Valentino Bag

This is a really must-have accessory. Without a bag, a lady's garment just wont work. Just like if you eat cereal without milk! Women all over the world waste thousands dolars just to get the designer bag. It can make you look beautiful. The designer bag also shows that the owner has a high status. Many people misunderstand with the designer bag. Designer bags  MUST be the ORIGINAL one. Not the one that sold at the night market! 

• High-waisted

i LOVE high-waisted skirts and pants! It really shows my curves which makes me feels confident in it. Moreover, it can make me appear taller.. Some people think that this kind of bottom suits everyone. They are totally wrong. Can you imagine if a flabby tummy lady wore it? At is says "Hey! look at me tummmy! Attractive, right?" daaa?? 

EXAM WEEK -.-

As you know, yesterday was BM and History test. Everything went well and it was okay *I said OKAY it doesn't mean i can answer all the questions!* It was raining freaking heavy in the evening so i found the opportunity to sleep! ahhaaaa! YES, SLEEP. Most glorious sleep because it was raining and cold. As i tuck into my star blanket, i've forgotten to eat! *Damn my tummy was growling!* As i finished my lunch, the rain stops. And i was like WHAT THE ***K! But i managed to get some sleep eventhough it isnt as GLORIOUS as before, but yes. What matter is, SLEEP! Hahahha! Enough with the sleep now. I was supposed to go for tuition that night, but Miss Sharah wasnt here. So, i just sat there with Mizio,* My beloved bro* singing. :) hehe.. 

Today, 8/3/2011. English and Ekonomi Asas. It was okay. E.A was like hell. HAHA! 

WANA : pppssssttt! Babe!

EYKA : *looking at wana beside me*

WANA : *Showing the question that she wants my answer.* 

As i flip over to that page and was about to give her the answer, Pn. Sapiah came to us ...

Pn. Sapiah : If i saw both of you talking and giving answers again, ill put ZERO on your mark!

Wana, im sorry. Cant give you the answer. geessss . -.-

My mum is calling me. got to go. Bye!

PEACE ! :)