HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DADDY!

Okay, the date 19th June 2011 is fathers's day. i usually make a simple cute card for my dad, or cook a roast chicken , then we enjoyed the delightful dinner. But this year's fathers day is slightly different from the previous ones. Yesterday, I went to Wangsa Walk with APPLE , WANA, EWAN, and EYAA after celebrating WAWA's birthday at her stupid school, Teknik ERT Setapak. There, i met my twin, NAZIAH. We looked so damn alike! HAHA! yeah. Freaking same! But we were rushing so we didn't actually hang together. sobss. Next time okay baby? Just before i met her, i went to popular book store and bought a simple card for my super dad. :) Then, i wrote inside it a poem thet i've been spending quite a time to prepare it. Here what it sounds like :



SEEING YOUR FACE,
MAKES ME WONDER,
ARE YOU PROUD OF ME?
ARE YOU HAPPY FOR ME?

HEARING YOUR VOICE,
MAKES ME PONDER,
WHETHER YOU ARE MAD AT ME,
BECAUSE YOU LOVED ME,

TOUCHING YOUR HANDS,
FEELING IT AROUND ME,
OH, ITS THE GREATEST EVER FEELING,
AND I WONT WANT TO CHANGE A THING,

THANK YOU, IS IT THE RIGHT WORD?
I NEED YOU, IS IT THE RIGHT PHRASE?
I LOVE YOU, IS IT THE RIGHT SENTENCE?
OR IS IT JUST A SIMPLE HI?

WHAT IS IT THAT YOU WANT?
MONEY? FAME? OR IS IT MY HEART?
MAYBE ITS MY LOVE AND CARE,
OR IS IT NOT?

SORRY FOR BEING SUCH A HORRID KID,
SORRY FOR BEING RUDE,
DID I RAISED MY VOICE?
DID I ROLLED OVER MY EYES?
OR DID I BEAT YOU BEFORE?

OH DEAR, I'M SORRY FOR ALL THAT,
AND THE THINGS THAT I'VE DONE,
WHETHER I'D REALIZED OR NOT,
I AM STILL SAYING SORRY.

GREAT, AMAZING, FUN,
OR IS IT CARING AND UNDERSTANDING, 
THAT IM SEARCHING FOR?
NON OF THESE WORDS SUITS YOU,
NON OF ANY OTHER WORDS SUITS YOU.

MY SOUL, IT'S FOR YOU,
MY HEART, I LOVE YOU,
NEEDING A DAD LIKE YOU,
IS A MUST FOR ME,


HAPPY DADDY'S DAY DAD. .

TO MY DAD, MOHD ISHAM HASSAN 


hehehe. I know its imperfect, well it should be, okay! Im not a super talented postie. Well, along with this card, ive made brownies with chocolate topping for him *eventhough i know he didnt eat cakes*
Well , because its me, who made it, he ate 2 slices! Good job dad! Freaking proud of you! <3


What i want to say to him :

• Thank you for everything.
• You are the best ever dad.
• You are the most amazing person i've ever known.
• I love you just the way you are.
• I want my future hubby to be like him.
• Everything that happens must be a reason, so just be as strong as you are now.
• I wont be mean to you again!
• i promise i'll be the greatest daughter *im the only daughter*
• I know i'll make you proud one day.
• You're my super dad.
• Sorry for being rude.
• You're perfect to me.
• Dad, you're hot. <3
• Tell me whoever breaks your heart and i'll break his neck!
• i need you always.
• you're my role model.
• So much memories of us that i wont regret.
• Please don't say 'Im dissapointed'
• No one can ever replace you.
• I LOVE YOU.